Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in The Song Reborn's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
11:55 am	Today Today I finally begin to re-enter in this ridiculous website for people to post things that others don't care about and to cause drama among those who feed off the pathetic lives of others. But what the hell, let them have their fun. I have been doing pretty well lately, a lot better than 6 months ago. I regained some of the best friends a guy could have, and it feels really good. There are some good shows comin up soon as well, which gives me another short-lived month of excitement and anticipation. Stealin a post master blaster* Current Mood: he hasn't called me today Current Music: Denali - The Instinct
Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
2:26 am	I wrote this I wrote this........... How long will I last? How long will you last? Why keep fighting when life’s circle keeps setting a trap? I can feel myself breathing, but each breath is harder to hold. So I ask myself, how long will I last. Every love I have had stays buried inside me and will haunt every new love I find. I’m filled with doubt for this impossible test keeps tripping me and I fall hard. All my wounds heal and again I rise thinking persistence and strength will lead somewhere eventually, but life’s circle keeps setting a trap. Each time I fall harder only wondering still, oh god, how long will I last. Just yesterday I was a child, without a brain mature enough to understand that only chaos and pain lie ahead. In the few words I understood, I optimistically thought something to idea of, “this too shall pass” as I fell harder and harder each day. My body would bruise, my body would bleed, but eventually wounds would be healed. But even the body can take only so much before irreparable damage ensues. So even as a child, floating in the clouds, I wondered how long I would last. I have turned to god, I have turned to sin, but all I receive in return is tests. Tests of my will, tests of my strength, tests of my heart and tests of my faith. It makes me wonder if the meaning of life is to see just how long we can last.
Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
7:39 pm	Another Day, for what good Another Day has gone by, and I am even more tired than yesterday. Do you ever sit back and wonder what your day REALLY accomplished. I did for today, and it was not all that bad. I saw Shawn and Jenny at grossmont and hung out with them a bit. I miss both of them, especially Jenny (becaue I see shawn a lot more than her). She is a good person and I want to be her friend again. I worked at costco and made approxamately 60 bucks. Nice. I saw Aimee and my cousin and that was a fun time. My life is going by pretty fast now. Its sorta scary. I wish I could slow it down just for a minute and breath in the fresh air that a small child breathes when he realizes that every day for the rest of his life will be different than the day before it, but he doesn't care. He doesn't have to worry about anything stressfull for a long time. He is free from the world. I, however, am a slightly narcoleptic slightly depressed teenager who is seeking his place in life. Still havn't found it.
Sunday, December 1st, 2002
10:01 pm	What a Day Today, worked at both of my jobs, starbucks then costco. I had to leave costco early because my back was in excruciating pain. It sucked. Last night was weird. I saw a lot of people I haven't in a while. And some that I looked forward to seeing again, that I usually see quite often, seemed upset with me. He wouldn't talk to me and didn't want to hang out. I don't know if it was something I did or because of his current situation. But it hurt. I care for this guy, he's always been a good friend. I miss him lately. But yeah..I feel asleep watching the saved by the bell true E! hollywood story. It was funny. The chargers won as well...that makes me so happy. They are doing well this season. I have no idea what is going on with my band..and I have d's in 2 of my classes. Life sprints right in front of us and on past us sometime when we are not looking. I completely grew up in about 4 months. I drive. I have 2 jobs. I am going to college. I have bills. I am scared of the world I now live in. I wish I could go back. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: The Used - The Taste of Ink
Monday, January 14th, 2002
10:57 pm	I am here This is my first entry ever! Right on...today sucked. School sucks. We had the first Pippin rehearsal though, that was fuckin awesome. And Aimee came over tonight, which made my night (and made up for my day). Yeah, so this journal business is exciting. Life is exciting. Parents sucks balls. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Dashboard Confessional